...miss my old self,
had hope, faith and endless love.
Never felt pain like this,
opened my eyes and I see everyone else.
Shoulder burdens of humankind upon myself,
scars like thorns rips into me,
like torture never mends,
caged and have to live out hell,
keeps me falling to my knee.
with echoes into the darkness, why have you forsaken me...

//6 years and counting,
have not done any healing,
keeps falling living out hell
You ruined my life....