...lost in the memories,
I died way back then,
lost everything,
now in hell, still no way out
to far away from whats called a home.
Every thought of you brings me down onto my knees,
wounds wide open as if it was yesterday,
guess you will never know how much you have hurted me

.why does it still hurts to the bone
you brought me down to my knees
all good of me restrained and let to die.
Sent me to hell, oh WHY did I survive?
Tortured day in and day out, just because
I dared to be human,
asking for nothing in return only giving endless love.
Nothing left now, encased in this darkest of hells.
I cant escape, there is no help...

...Ive lost everything because of you,
still going trough hell, never seem to end,
at rock bottom in everything,
the good man I once was, you erased.
Died by your hands,
There is nothing left of me,
cant even find a meaning to live..
Broken down to the core
life, economy, family, health, faith, hope all gone,
these wounds does not go away
its a living hell, everyday and its getting worse.
No matter what I do pulls me further down
everything I touch just get cursed and falls apart.
You ruined my life...